Cover of What Runs Over. Disembodied hands reaching through the crags of a rocky beach. The sky, rocks, and water are all in various hues of gray.

about What Runs Over 

 

Born from the isolation of rural Pennsylvania, a life of homeschooling, and psychological and physical domestic abuse, Kayleb Rae Candrilli’s memoir in verse, What Runs Over, demands attention. Unfurling and unrelenting in its delivery, Candrilli has painted “the mountain” in excruciating detail. They show readers a world of Borax cured bear hides and canned peaches, of urine-filled Gatorade bottles and the syringe and all the syringe may carry. They show a violent world and its many personas. What Runs Over, too, is a story of rural queerness, of a transgender boy almost lost to the forest. The miracle of What Runs Over is that Candrilli has lived to write it at all.

 

Cover Art: Yutha Adiputra Yamanaka
Cover & Interior Design: Alban Fischer
Paperback, 97 pages
Dec 15 2017, ISBN 978-1-936919-35-2

Kaveh Akbar on What Runs Over

When Roethke said 'energy is the soul of poetry,' he might have been anticipating a book like What Runs Over, which is so full of energy it practically vibrates in your hand. Here, Candrilli’s speaker sticks their tongue 'into the heads / of venus fly traps just to feel the bite,' then later, burns holy books in the backyard and rolls around in the ashes until they become 'a painted god.' This is the verve of an urgent new poetic voice announcing itself to the world. As Candrilli writes: 'This is what I look like / when I’m trying to save myself.'

from What Runs Over 

 

the hair mounding between my legs                 

makes me dwell on my lycanthropy                   

 

i black out and remember nothing                    

of what the neighbor boys leave                                   

 

tangled there // candy wrappers fool’s

gold the silver head of a cotton mouth 

 

their blood and mine // sperm that isn’t

yet sperm and so it’s un-listable

 

i imagine myself in this black lapse

(all wolf) falsely lustful and gnashing

 

i want to eat them wholly

and wake up as what I eat

 

Forthcoming: March 15th, 2020

Cover Art: Tomas Harker

Cover & Interior Art: Robin Vuchnich

Natalie Diaz on All the Gay Saints

All the Gay Saints has a lexicon all its own, one that reveals a devastating and beautiful geography of the body and its futurity. In lines such as, "Asperitas / is the wave that rises before the end / of something that looks most / like the world.." we are offered a new world, or at least the promise of its possibility. In this still-forming world, the body, in all its triumphs and losses, strangenesses and normalcies, in all the yet to be discovered and joyful states of neither, is fully present and visible. The emotional landscape of this process is reiterated as the natural world, as land, atmosphere, touch. "Queer, what you have in your hair is all down feathers, dandelion stems, and / the ways in which you’ve saved me. When we take new names, we give each / other permission." The new names in this book are ones you'll want to read aloud.

Kayleb Rae Candrilli’s second full-length collection, All the Gay Saints, is a collection of trans joy and resilience. Focused on love, partnership, and cultivating the landscape of one’s own body, All the Gay Saints, seeks happiness in a world saturated with transphobia, and marred by climate change. And though this world is finite, these poems want you to live forever. They will unbarb your body if you let them.

about All the Gay Saints

from All the Gay Saints

 

              The truth is, as I sleep, everything directly above 

              my heart will be cauterized.

 

              Facts are difficult

              if you are able to recognize them

            

              as fact. And I am scared 

              of my partner

 

              being faced with my blood 

              because I love them.

 

              When we talk of the future, my future chest is as flat 

              as our future backyard. We plant

 

              a lemon tree and it grows

              even in winter.

© 2019 by Kayleb Rae Candrilli.